Am I strong enough to fight?

sometimes.. I wonder how strong Allah thinks i am

for putting me through all this......

ya i admit that life is a fact that dreams do come true BUT only if you believe n stay strong.....

sumtims I also feel down....

hate that mood where i just feel upset for no reason....

Don't you hate it when someone asks you if your okay when clearly ur not ? 

well said...Nothing is easy in life aite?

Even lying and stealing isn't that easy kan?..

yah sometimes I didn't show emotions n tryin to hide it,

don't know why!! Myb didn't wanna feel the pain inside n stay positive even tpksa menipu,I guess lah.. (sgtlah Pretending) ...

 dear heart!! yes u r tryin harder to b urself n to be the person everyone loves, but if some hated you anyway, it's ok no regret pls.., BUT rmmber no one live without a single hater ok...let them b let Allah judge... Amin.

notes to myself: Today : 

hey felinna nadea!! Be happy!

Tomorrow : Be Happy!

Everyday : Be Happy!

hijrah yg mmberi pngajaran....

kdg2 xperlu melenting apabila dikritik n dtimpa ujian.. tp positifkan minda n terima..mngkin kita ada mmbuat kesalahan n sgeralah mngubahnya.... :) <3

salam all.. mungkin ini entri yg agak lmbt slpas sblumnya...maaf sy kurang sihat n mncuba membusykan dri utk melupakan byk yg terbeban... sy mmpelajari sesuatu d saat2 genting ditimpa sakit.. ditimpa masalah,tohmahan,kritikan n ujian,ketabahan mngajar n mencabar saya yg kesalahan bukan dr alam smesta tp mngkin dri sy sndri... maka ubah apa yg xkna.. mngkin akan ada byk lagi pertikaian atau kritikan slpas entri ini.. .. sy sedia mndengar... coret apa yg anda mhu.. sebaik mngkin sy akn ubah perlahan-lahan melalui niat yg benar bukan paksaan...

sukar mnjadi felinna nadea ini sbnaranya.. sy sedar xperlu sy masuk ke dunia ni jika xmmpu mnerima teguran.. hnya hati mngetahui apa tersirat hya dri mngambarkan yg tersurat... jadiii.. biarr apa kata di luar sana... janji sy pada yg ESA bukan manusia..

Doa anda byk mmbantu.. sgt terharu.. sgt terharu.. thnks all....

maaf kpd yg tersa atau pernah terluka... amin

to my hubby.....i miss u....

first of all..b, syg mntak maaf xtdo lagi time2 ni.. im really miss u n terjaga so i think i nak u tahu..even tadi i xbyk talk due to penat n xlarat.. i appreciated all da moment u with me when u jaga n support i setiap hari.. walau byk fitnah melanda i.. i xpernah dapat sumone macam u syang..  i bole nmpk thru ur eyes dat u r really loving me b......this quotes n few definition is special 4 u.. i try to make it as sweet as u b...

when im fall inlove with u.. 

When i fall in love, it is a temporary madness. 

It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. 

i have to work out whether my roots are

become so entwined together that it is inconceivable 

that i should ever part.

Because this is what love is....

hubby..bear in mind that..

Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement,

it is not the desire to mate every second of the day

“Love never claims, it ever gives.

Love ever suffers, 

never resents never revenges itself.”

“Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast,

it is not proud. It is not rude,

it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,

it keeps no record of wrongs. 

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”

before this i am a lady who never trust dat love can give me this much happiness but u aredy prove it to me dat miracle is always around...n beuties is on my way hubby...

ur my strength.. biar semua org tahu betapa i hargai setiap pngorbanan u...

xda niat mnunjuk cuma i luahkan apa yg terpendam ...tolonglah jgn salah paham.. sigh.. da takut plak nk mnulis. ni ha. hehhehehe :) positif..positif bru hati tenang....

My heart to you is sacred.. thanks 4 always b there 4 me hubby..moga doa kita akan diperkenankan ALLAH.. AMIN....

kepada kawan2 diluar sana doakanlah jdoh kami berpanjangan..sy takut sbnarnya bercakap lebih2 perihal cinta.. tp biarlah.. sy ada jiwa n persaan n sy nk dia tahu sy ikhlas bersamanya walau selama bersama dia xpernah sakiti saya...setitik zarah pun dia xpernah marah atau curiga dgn sy..tp sy nk gak tulis bg dia tau ygsy n say thnks to my handsome hubby ni :)... sy benar2 rasa dia yg terbaik.. moga xtersalah pilihan kali ni...amin.....

janji saya pada awak encik rafie ramli.. saya akn tetap sayangkan awak n hnya akan setia pada awak!! 

beribu org baca ni b...kalo i xpatuhi.. smua marah i.. hheheh but i kan pencinta setia.. muahs! n im really mean it.. i da dapat y terbaik.. i xperlu mncari lagi.. syukur ya allah alhamdulillah...

im da luckiest women in da world!!!!!

haters is our biggest admirers..

yah since 2 3 hari lepas ader jer org yg attack n busuk kn nama i merata-rata.. eheeem2.. i xlsg rasa tergugat, if u think berada kat tempat ini easy n happy..dgn rela hatinya bg u satu peluang merasai kehidupan i..
ya mudah mnjadi model terkenal yg bijak posing n catwalk di sana sini, tp yg mnjaga beratus model mudah ker?
otak yg bijak akn paham apa mkna cikgu n apa mkna pelajar.. yups i love modelling but i xsuka pentas peragaan.. semua yg work kat tmpat i tahu i takut pntas.. owhh sbb tula i gugup bila kna naik pntas secara tb2 atas permintaan vip, but ats dasar profesional.. i buat selamber jer, hikhik... from previous entri truk i dihentam oleh seorang 'peminat setia' i.. heheheh thnks la yer...
i nk clearkan fikiran semua.. i mngajar all da budak skolah bukan menari terhenjut kat stage but kaji dulu itu kami pnya party, i nak dorang enjoy stage... bukan event antarabngsa... btw.. search la kt youtube.. tyra bank also menari terhenjut utk dapat confident masa dia masih kurus dulu..opss!! nw she xkurus tp montel ahhahha...

bermain kata mmg mudah bg sapa2 pun.. haishh kesian i tgk sstgh mnusia yg mngalami tekanan perasaan berlebihan bila melihat usaha i n also bnda pelik2 yg i buat.. hey awk sedar x secara xlsg awk buat sy kagum dgn hasil usaha sy krn mmpu menarik perhatian manusia yg perfect; macam awk.. tahniah sy ucapkn kpd dr sendiri, hehehheheh
sekali lg diingatkan ! sy bukan model yer... sy hari2 stay dalam office mnguruskan all da event yg company dapat.. so mngkin kaki tu agak kaku la kan.. tapi im not kind of person yg akn ngaku kalah walau apa pun jadi, atleast i berani myb sbb tu ramai org support i kot... n i rasa kalo org lain kt tmpat i silap2 pngsan jer tb2 kna naik stage, hehehheh btw.. dalam seratus hnya ade 1 org yg cakap my team xbagus.. jadi xperla.. u taip la comment pjg cam treller pon.. xtergugat mak ni ha nyah... :)


PS/ SAYA CABAR AWAK KE PENTAS PERAGAAN BERSAMA SAYA.. DAT TIME KITA NILAI MANA KENA LETRIK MNA YG KENA BASUH...

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sedar x sedar...

cepat masa berlalu sebenarnya.. semalam sy rasa sy masih d kl mncari topeng utk prom night tp hari ni da 2 hari berlangsung majlis tu..

terlupa pada jam waktu n tarikh kdg2 mmbuat sy terpaksa mngakui yg sy mmg gila kerja.. sighh.. buka inbox ade org tya bila nk update blog.. yah pelikk bru tringat yg dekat smggu lbih xupdate, ya mmg busy sgt... haishh bila ada masa nk tdo sj

ok2 request utk preview malam prom terpksa di simpan buat seketika... :) gambar msih blum diupload d fb maka d sini xbole upload..

ok..ok... balik kpd cerita..

sebenarnya hdup ni mmg sngkat.. kita mlangkah kdg2 kita xsedar... jika kita menoleh ke belakang bermkna kita mkin mnghampiri masa silam bkn masa depan.. 

Alhamdulillah slps masa sialm mngajar sy keperitan sy terus melangkah...sedikit demi sedikit sinar sy nmpk kt depan walau xsecerah langit siang namun sy masih mmpu tersenyum dgn haraapn apa yg pernah musnah d zaman kanak2 mahu remaja akn dikembalikan smula sekarang... 

xperla mngkin sy berbeza... kekuatan juga perlu lbih.. krn dulu sy mgkin da terlalu dimanja.. ya.. sedar xsedar sy telah dewasa... dan mnjadi lbih amtang dari zaman muda...syukur bukan kerana dunia ttp syukur krn jiwa sy bahagia slepas lama mnderita yg hnya sy saja tahu menafsirnya...

ingat! hdup ini roda.. jalan n biarkan segala masalah berputar.. renung n telan sakit yg ada krn kita adalah mnusia xkan kemana tnpa sakit d jiwa..

 

kuat bkn dr fizikal.. tapi minda.. 

kental bkn d mulut tp hati...

keredhaan bkn d mata tp hati... 

sy menilai khdupan dr sudut manusia biasa juga maka sy terima sgla kekurangan sy di dunia... sy sedar mereka yg nmpak smpurna itu juga sbnarnya tidak smpurna krn itu kan mmg lumrah manusia? TIAADA YG SEMPURNA..maka sy perlahan meniti lagi hari2 bersulam bahagia derita dgn harapan sedar xsedar sy dah berjaya mencipta n mndapat apa yg diidam selama ini..

doa anda adalah kekuatan...kehidupan abadi mngkin di sana.. tp di sini.. cari lah khdupan sejati yg mmpu mnjadi titi utk mnyeberangi jerit perih hidup.. amin

cerita kita...

     Mggu ini mmg sdg hangat ttg cerita cinta sy.. opss! im not going to talk pjg lebar bout this.. cukup sedikit explanation bout 'him' yg berjaya menawan my heart...
yah.. its hard to belive tat im totally talk bout love right now cause usually u guys cuma nmpk i talk bout kerja2... owhh...
jujur sy agak kurang pndai mmbuka cerita peribadi..memandangkan ada yg inbox selidik n try  their best to knal 'my man' i open few story bout him melalui pndangan mata i sndri yg mmbuat i tertarik hati..

we both knal last year but sgt la jrg bercakap.. facebook friend.. yups ahhaha he said i berlagak.. huwaaa kalo i tahu nk jadi cenggini nw dulu2 i sure layn die owh!
i love him becoz i cn feel da different inside his heart.. i know its hrd to explain n there's no reason to fall inlove but, few part of me see him as my best buddy.. n few part of me see him as my partner..for me love is a missing puzzle piece waiting to be found and when you do find it you can finally figure out the picture life has to show you and when i get to know him its totally complete da puzzle dat i need b4..
still in da early stage.. so i would like to thnks to all my supporters for your lovely wish n also concern notes! i love u guys laaaaaaaa

 to my kanda,thnks 4 givin me an oppurtunity to b part of ur life.. its extremely unbelievable.u are everything I never Knew I was looking for.....If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then will you realize how special you are to me.

owhhh his biodata as request ahaahhahahaha... rahsia,simple we both same age n same field dalam kerjaya.. hopefully he will understand la if im tooo busy kdg2... cause he also busy kdg2...

 jap2 nk try2 reka sajak cinta jap! :

Love cannot be defined in words it can only be felt

but i want u to know that:

My love for you is a journey, 

starting at forever, ending at never.

If i could reach up and hold a star for every time you made me smile, 

the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.

Someone told me that life isnt perfect then i thought about you and realized yeah life is far from perfect but having you makes it a lot damn closer

i love u becoz i know u love me to

i love u becoz i knw deep inside u,u hv me too

i love u becoz i know dat u complete my life

i love u becoz i trust my heart to trust u..


ahhahah agk tunggang langgang but jujur ok, dah2 i da malu nih.. anyway.. saya juga ade hati n perasaan sbnarnya .. jadi silalah jgn salah sngka lagi yer... ahhahahah aper?? gmbar him?
owhhhh no no no... nnti org terpikat habis la saya...ahhahah ok kita amik gmbar misteri him yer... yg ala2 nmpak xnmpak gitu ok?
love n thnks again all friends! doa n doa.... im happy n happy

                                           
                                          gambar si dia bersama budak2 ini benar2
                                       menambat hati ku... huwaaaaa... gediks...

hahahahh sekian.. maaf xbole over expose.. slow2... :)

im doing nothing....

feeling nothing?

Nothing is everything.
when you say your doing nothing you are always doing something.
If you are standing in your bedroom talking on your phone
and somebody asks you what you are doing, and you say nothing.
You are lying, your always doing something,
for instance, standing, breathing, living, talking, seeing, hearing, stepping, being yourself.

hehee so stop saying dat u r doing nothing...

Take The Good With The Bad
Smile With The Sad
Love What You Got & Remember What You Had,
Always Forgive But Never Forget,
Learn From Your Mistakes But Never Regret,
People Change & Things Go Wrong…
But Just Remember, That Life Goes On

This moment
This time
chnge ur statement by doing nothing with doing sumthing while havin"______ feelings.... ahhahahahhah ops.. love alll