lupa atau hilang ingatan.???..

nahhh.. busuk punya budak.. dok diam2 bole lupa ada smbungan entri.. hekhek.. okeh berbalik lah kita kpd masa lampau 3 hari lpas.. smada masih masih bkerja atau stop.. ohh TIDAKKKKK mustahil utk sy xkerja... sy mmg xbole dok sesaja.. habis semua lah si suami nya brg diganggu... btw.. indah kan bila dgr ayat do sesaja ganggu brg org.. hahahaha... btw.. bila da berumahtangga maka plan utk kerjaya byk yg brubah utk kharmonian bersama... napalah yer ssah sgt nk aplikasikan dri dalam keadaan yg berbeza-beza mngikut masa n status kita? 1)sbb kita mmg xmau change  2)sbb kita malas nk chnge.. ha tu ja sbb nya... dats y kita xnk chnge... haishhh dok melaut dah ni.... bkn kelaut yer.. melaut merupakan kata ganti utk kelaut.. ok? (sbnarnya typo nk tulis melalut tp xlarat nk backspace so cover balik ngn melaut) okeh.. entri hari mcm nk jadi byk.. balas dndam sat..... geram lama x luah isi hati... selamat mmbaca kalian...

hijrah dgn niat....

kadang2.. sbg manusia xmustahil utk kita alpa akn segala keindahan dunia... 

cuma diri sndri patut tahu mcmna mahu membatasi setiap tingkahlaku....

wah ayat di atas sgtlah seakan sy mahu berpuisi mlm ni.. ehh hallo bloggers? salam syawal n maaf dipinta utk sebarang terkasar bahasa atau apa2 yg terasa lah... hmm malam ni agk kurang mnyibukkan diri jd sy memilih utk berbloggie..

being honest still dunno nk tulis apa.. tiba2 je rasa seperti kuasa penceritaan dalam diri ku ini semakin kurang ganasnya (sambil mnghela nafas kurang syok) jadi saya di sini memakai baju biru bersama comforter purple_ps: ok obvious nk bg pjg entry smpai kaler baju nk kna cerita...

ehh ok xnak ngarut back to tajuk.. hmm td msa tgh relax ptg sblum maghrib tiba2 terkeluar lah 1 ayat yg bisa mmbuatkan jantungku luruh.. bunyi ayat tu lebih kurang gini lah.

'jika seorang manusia berniat utk hijrah dan mninggalkan kemewahan dunia atau berhijrah dgn niat utk kebahagiaan keluarga maka hijrah nya diiringi ahl"syurga ' (hat ni bkn ayat sbnar,dok ingat2 lupa tp lbih kurang la)

lpas je terbaca tu trus hati yg sejak dua menjak ni mmg dlm dilema jadi kuat utk buat keputusan dalam hdup..
hmm, eh yg mna request cerita kahwin nnti da ada gmbar br kita tulis here ok?

ok back to hijrah n insert sikit apa persaan slpas mnjadi isteri.. setiap kali pndang wajah suami secara tb2 rsa sebak ada dlm diri.. hmm setiap kali cium tgn suami selepas jemaah mmg sayu.. bkn sbb suami suka buat muka kesian tp ntah terpikir how hard he put an effort for our marriage n how cool he is cause never "mengeluh" with every single probs we face.. 

for those yg da lama ikuti my story n career.. mayb u all tahu im workhaholic n its my passion.. dlu i rasa mcm xda yg mmpu patah kan my prinsip utk stop doing all yg i buat now.. but now.. hmmm suami ku keutamaan.....tapi..

bsok will be continue this story... apa my next plan.. tlg remind me again if i trlupa update ya... salam peace..

TAK PERCAYA!

ohh sejak 2 menjak ni sy asyik sibukkan diri sj...

xtahu lah apa yg saya buat tapi saya sibuk sangat..

hurmm untuk yg dah tahu saya tetap nk beritahu lagi sekali.. ohmai..ohmai.. im gettin married soon... ohhh... !

(perasaan yg paling teruja pernah saya rasa)

yes tolonglah PERCAYA even hakikatnya i also ssah NAK PERCAYA since i slalu disalah tafsir sebagai anti lelaki n feminist.. ermmm itu sgt xadil!!PERCAYALAH im normal ok.. ishh.ishh..

so disebabkan byk masa yg diambil oleh myself utk mmPERCAYAi semua nih maka i agak sibuk lately utk menPERCAYA  diri sendiri...

mana nak siapkan hantaran.. mana nk kerja..bunga telur,bunga coklat,cake,baju,.ohhh kena pula skrang ni nk merdeka n raya!

ehh merdeka tahun nih lupa beli bendera < tambahan cerita

ps: kenapa tajuk xde kena mengena ya? sbb I sendiri xtahu nk letak tajuk ape dan selepas melihat banyaknya perkataan PERCAYA maka I dgn yakin nya put tajuk di atas..(SO NOW DAH KENA MENGENA AITE?) :D

jadi saya dgn ini mewarwarkan yg sy sgt lah busy.. tapi blog ni sy xnak biar sepi...

hmm si bakal suami dah cakap lpas kahwin bole lah jadi penulis blog spenuh masa....

ohh ape?? am i going to stop my career?? errmmmm....

nantikan next entri yer...gtg.. mahu keluar cari barang sikit... love n regards fellas! 

P E N A W A R

EVEN ITS HARD........... BUT WE STILL MANAGE TO FACE THIS.. THANKS FIANCEE UTK KATA-KATA INDAH INI DI WALL SAYA PAGI TD :

'jika dulu di zaman jahil ku, ku belah hatiku menjadi beribu, lalu ku tabur kepada semua yang mahu,tp kini ku bekukan menjadi satu, seketul cinta yang luhur hanya pada mu, duhai kekasih hati ku' :)

woahh berpujangga di pagi hari.sayang awk nadea.selamat malam."

 

 

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i think that way

Sy sgt rindu mahu menulis... Oh miss my Classic blacky blog..hmmm wahh since I dgn confidennya yakin mahu ke next stage of mylife I admit that my time with lappy xspt dahulu kala... Ohhh.... But I'm never regret anything that has happened in my life. It cannot be changed, undone, or forgotten so ill take it as a lesson, learned and move on...and now I'm moving on slowly into next stage.. Ohhh its hard yah?

I think,all of us shud b thankful to our past because ha,for me,YES! my past is my past, it made me who I am, I have no regrets, wouldn't change a thing. I just don't live there anymore..so I have to work on myfuture lah! So for any of you yg sdg fight with any probs!! Awakkk jgn toleh blakang... Jalan terus aje.,, trust me it help a lot!

Btw dear friend,I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do too, So we're really not that different, me and aite?so strive for btter and build up a good institution rather than push down others 4 our own good..being nice to everybody including ur enemy,Being nice to someone u dislike doesn't mean u're fake. It means u're mature enough to tolerate ur dislike towards them thru ur kindness..

Keep in mind,Sometimes Allah pushes us to our limits. It's because Allah has greater faith in us than we have in ourselves,Allah knows better..so don't regret stay thankful... ITHINKTHATWAY......:

Lama x jd samad said! many words..

Will start with my point of view yah... "Successful people are always looking for opportunities to help others. 

Unsuccessful people are always asking, "What's in it for me?" So.. I am thinkin of sumtin which might hurt me but will shine others... :) unfair??? What? Again? Hallo2? Hehehhehe btw I rasa kite kna cenggitu kekadang... Cause, kalo kite asik 'jual ikan' aka selfish sape kah mahu menunda(ok not really sure btul ker my word) keranda kita masa da dipnggil Ilahi.. 

Biar dicemuh ketika masih hidup jgn di biar ketika mahu mnghadap Ilahi..ape pun yg trjadi, I'm so proud of myself by having lots of loyal sis n bro(esp: from my agency) yg xprnah hlg walau ape jd kat I.. Mngkin ke depan kita xnmpk tp I will promise yg I will neva take all dis as my comfortable zone and akn sntiasa mmperbaiki dri... 

Yes2.... I am who I am... N I'm changing for better.. InsyaAllah... Let's help each other... Last but not least'(wahh dah cam karangan tme skola dulu kan??) Hahahaha ok2 gtg.. Sje nk semak page with all semak words here since lama x nulih nk tgk gak still typo2 or not.. Hahahhaha.. Eh2! But jap2... Jgn lari topik!!! 

INGAT "Conduct yourself in this world, as if you are here to stay forever; prepare for eternity as if you have to die tomorrow." Bak kata pepatah org dulo2!!! A tree with lots of fruit is always bent low. Stay humble... Kira lagi berisi lg menunduk..( Bukan badan berisi na, means kalo kita rasa diri hebat,jgnlah nk show off..) Ingat lah nk Offline tu bila2 masa aje.. 

Sy x menuju kpd sesiapa notes ini! Ni dok tgh ceramah diri sendiri ni ha!!! Cakap smbil tgk cermin!! Hehehhehe btw if u think dis will inspire u.. Great thenn.. Lots of love... Thnks 4 reading.. :D

6 good doctors..

Pink blanket, blue shirt n kain batik with purple spec here using my bb nk gak mnulis to express my feeling after bosan terlantar wthout doin anything...
When sakit I'm realize there's 6 best doctors in da world...
Guess what? Actly few special words can make a big difference in someone's day "The best six doctors is anywhere guys:
And no one can deny it..let me list down who it is..
1) Are tender,love n care
2) water, rest, and air
3) Exercise
4) Faith towards Allah
5) Doa n pray
6) Confident n passion!! .
These six will gladly you attend
If only you are willing to believe in urself..its mind works but u urself have to play da games... :)
Your mind they'll ease
Your will they'll mend
And for those r not feeling well now,I wish "May each day bring you renewed strength and brighter times.