haters is our biggest admirers..

yah since 2 3 hari lepas ader jer org yg attack n busuk kn nama i merata-rata.. eheeem2.. i xlsg rasa tergugat, if u think berada kat tempat ini easy n happy..dgn rela hatinya bg u satu peluang merasai kehidupan i..
ya mudah mnjadi model terkenal yg bijak posing n catwalk di sana sini, tp yg mnjaga beratus model mudah ker?
otak yg bijak akn paham apa mkna cikgu n apa mkna pelajar.. yups i love modelling but i xsuka pentas peragaan.. semua yg work kat tmpat i tahu i takut pntas.. owhh sbb tula i gugup bila kna naik pntas secara tb2 atas permintaan vip, but ats dasar profesional.. i buat selamber jer, hikhik... from previous entri truk i dihentam oleh seorang 'peminat setia' i.. heheheh thnks la yer...
i nk clearkan fikiran semua.. i mngajar all da budak skolah bukan menari terhenjut kat stage but kaji dulu itu kami pnya party, i nak dorang enjoy stage... bukan event antarabngsa... btw.. search la kt youtube.. tyra bank also menari terhenjut utk dapat confident masa dia masih kurus dulu..opss!! nw she xkurus tp montel ahhahha...

bermain kata mmg mudah bg sapa2 pun.. haishh kesian i tgk sstgh mnusia yg mngalami tekanan perasaan berlebihan bila melihat usaha i n also bnda pelik2 yg i buat.. hey awk sedar x secara xlsg awk buat sy kagum dgn hasil usaha sy krn mmpu menarik perhatian manusia yg perfect; macam awk.. tahniah sy ucapkn kpd dr sendiri, hehehheheh
sekali lg diingatkan ! sy bukan model yer... sy hari2 stay dalam office mnguruskan all da event yg company dapat.. so mngkin kaki tu agak kaku la kan.. tapi im not kind of person yg akn ngaku kalah walau apa pun jadi, atleast i berani myb sbb tu ramai org support i kot... n i rasa kalo org lain kt tmpat i silap2 pngsan jer tb2 kna naik stage, hehehheh btw.. dalam seratus hnya ade 1 org yg cakap my team xbagus.. jadi xperla.. u taip la comment pjg cam treller pon.. xtergugat mak ni ha nyah... :)


PS/ SAYA CABAR AWAK KE PENTAS PERAGAAN BERSAMA SAYA.. DAT TIME KITA NILAI MANA KENA LETRIK MNA YG KENA BASUH...

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sedar x sedar...

cepat masa berlalu sebenarnya.. semalam sy rasa sy masih d kl mncari topeng utk prom night tp hari ni da 2 hari berlangsung majlis tu..

terlupa pada jam waktu n tarikh kdg2 mmbuat sy terpaksa mngakui yg sy mmg gila kerja.. sighh.. buka inbox ade org tya bila nk update blog.. yah pelikk bru tringat yg dekat smggu lbih xupdate, ya mmg busy sgt... haishh bila ada masa nk tdo sj

ok2 request utk preview malam prom terpksa di simpan buat seketika... :) gambar msih blum diupload d fb maka d sini xbole upload..

ok..ok... balik kpd cerita..

sebenarnya hdup ni mmg sngkat.. kita mlangkah kdg2 kita xsedar... jika kita menoleh ke belakang bermkna kita mkin mnghampiri masa silam bkn masa depan.. 

Alhamdulillah slps masa sialm mngajar sy keperitan sy terus melangkah...sedikit demi sedikit sinar sy nmpk kt depan walau xsecerah langit siang namun sy masih mmpu tersenyum dgn haraapn apa yg pernah musnah d zaman kanak2 mahu remaja akn dikembalikan smula sekarang... 

xperla mngkin sy berbeza... kekuatan juga perlu lbih.. krn dulu sy mgkin da terlalu dimanja.. ya.. sedar xsedar sy telah dewasa... dan mnjadi lbih amtang dari zaman muda...syukur bukan kerana dunia ttp syukur krn jiwa sy bahagia slepas lama mnderita yg hnya sy saja tahu menafsirnya...

ingat! hdup ini roda.. jalan n biarkan segala masalah berputar.. renung n telan sakit yg ada krn kita adalah mnusia xkan kemana tnpa sakit d jiwa..

 

kuat bkn dr fizikal.. tapi minda.. 

kental bkn d mulut tp hati...

keredhaan bkn d mata tp hati... 

sy menilai khdupan dr sudut manusia biasa juga maka sy terima sgla kekurangan sy di dunia... sy sedar mereka yg nmpak smpurna itu juga sbnarnya tidak smpurna krn itu kan mmg lumrah manusia? TIAADA YG SEMPURNA..maka sy perlahan meniti lagi hari2 bersulam bahagia derita dgn harapan sedar xsedar sy dah berjaya mencipta n mndapat apa yg diidam selama ini..

doa anda adalah kekuatan...kehidupan abadi mngkin di sana.. tp di sini.. cari lah khdupan sejati yg mmpu mnjadi titi utk mnyeberangi jerit perih hidup.. amin

cerita kita...

     Mggu ini mmg sdg hangat ttg cerita cinta sy.. opss! im not going to talk pjg lebar bout this.. cukup sedikit explanation bout 'him' yg berjaya menawan my heart...
yah.. its hard to belive tat im totally talk bout love right now cause usually u guys cuma nmpk i talk bout kerja2... owhh...
jujur sy agak kurang pndai mmbuka cerita peribadi..memandangkan ada yg inbox selidik n try  their best to knal 'my man' i open few story bout him melalui pndangan mata i sndri yg mmbuat i tertarik hati..

we both knal last year but sgt la jrg bercakap.. facebook friend.. yups ahhaha he said i berlagak.. huwaaa kalo i tahu nk jadi cenggini nw dulu2 i sure layn die owh!
i love him becoz i cn feel da different inside his heart.. i know its hrd to explain n there's no reason to fall inlove but, few part of me see him as my best buddy.. n few part of me see him as my partner..for me love is a missing puzzle piece waiting to be found and when you do find it you can finally figure out the picture life has to show you and when i get to know him its totally complete da puzzle dat i need b4..
still in da early stage.. so i would like to thnks to all my supporters for your lovely wish n also concern notes! i love u guys laaaaaaaa

 to my kanda,thnks 4 givin me an oppurtunity to b part of ur life.. its extremely unbelievable.u are everything I never Knew I was looking for.....If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then will you realize how special you are to me.

owhhh his biodata as request ahaahhahahaha... rahsia,simple we both same age n same field dalam kerjaya.. hopefully he will understand la if im tooo busy kdg2... cause he also busy kdg2...

 jap2 nk try2 reka sajak cinta jap! :

Love cannot be defined in words it can only be felt

but i want u to know that:

My love for you is a journey, 

starting at forever, ending at never.

If i could reach up and hold a star for every time you made me smile, 

the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.

Someone told me that life isnt perfect then i thought about you and realized yeah life is far from perfect but having you makes it a lot damn closer

i love u becoz i know u love me to

i love u becoz i knw deep inside u,u hv me too

i love u becoz i know dat u complete my life

i love u becoz i trust my heart to trust u..


ahhahah agk tunggang langgang but jujur ok, dah2 i da malu nih.. anyway.. saya juga ade hati n perasaan sbnarnya .. jadi silalah jgn salah sngka lagi yer... ahhahahah aper?? gmbar him?
owhhhh no no no... nnti org terpikat habis la saya...ahhahah ok kita amik gmbar misteri him yer... yg ala2 nmpak xnmpak gitu ok?
love n thnks again all friends! doa n doa.... im happy n happy

                                           
                                          gambar si dia bersama budak2 ini benar2
                                       menambat hati ku... huwaaaaa... gediks...

hahahahh sekian.. maaf xbole over expose.. slow2... :)

im doing nothing....

feeling nothing?

Nothing is everything.
when you say your doing nothing you are always doing something.
If you are standing in your bedroom talking on your phone
and somebody asks you what you are doing, and you say nothing.
You are lying, your always doing something,
for instance, standing, breathing, living, talking, seeing, hearing, stepping, being yourself.

hehee so stop saying dat u r doing nothing...

Take The Good With The Bad
Smile With The Sad
Love What You Got & Remember What You Had,
Always Forgive But Never Forget,
Learn From Your Mistakes But Never Regret,
People Change & Things Go Wrong…
But Just Remember, That Life Goes On

This moment
This time
chnge ur statement by doing nothing with doing sumthing while havin"______ feelings.... ahhahahahhah ops.. love alll

jerawat? oh no!!!

tolongg.. tolong.. tolong... saya xsggup.. 

pernah dulu ada sebiji jerawat d muka.. saya punya la kelam kabut sampai xnak keluar jumpa sesapa... ahhahaha teruk kan.. masa tu berkurung macam masalah dunia.. hahaha

yes mngkin bg lelaki xda masalah sgt la jerawat ni... tp kami wanita.. yahh kita wanita kna jaga kulit muka. 

setahu saya kulit wajah ni berbeza-beza..ada yg sensitip,berminyak n normal.. errmm kulit sy jenis kurang normal agaknya.. ahhahah lagi dijaga lagi bermasalah.. trust me malam2 sy masih tidur dgn makeup yg dipakai siang hari.. hehehehhe itulah musk muka terbaik sy! bgun pagi.. bila eyeliner penuh muka ha time tu br tahu lawa ke tidak hahahah

but when naik jer jerawat sy tahu yg sy dalam keadaan tertekan ataupun kurang tidur atau kurang mnum air masak..

jadi moral of da story here is.. back to basic!! 

so bila da tahu punca tertekan,kurang tidur atau kurang mnum air masak pnyebab naik jerawat maka kita jgn la biarkan diri mngalami semua  masalah itu ya.positifkan minda n sentiasa lah ceria!

hehee but simple tips from me.

 Sering-seringlah makan sayur dan buah.
sayur2an mengandung banyak vitamin yang menyehatkan kulit kita. Perbanyaklah makan sayur atau buah, terutama yang mengandung vitamin E. Dengan kulit yang sehat, maka jerawat akan sukar untuk tumbuh dan berkembang.

tips mudah sebelum tidur jika muka dihinggapi jerawat!
maaf saye xguna produk sk 2 atau yg mahal2 tu.. kulit saya made in malaysia.. murah ajer so gunakanlah

Campuran air limau nipis dengan satu sudu minyak masak . Sebelum tidur , sapukan campuran tadi ke seluruh muka anda.anda  akn merasa pedih sedikit tp tu normal krn jerawat bertindak balas ke atas bnda tuh. wahhh cam doctor saya tulis..

hehe atau paling mudah

Sapukan sedikit larutan tepung kanji bercampur air di sekeliling jerawat yang timbul. InsyaAllah ia akan membantutkan pertumbuhan jerawat tanpa sebarang parut.....

maka tamatlah tips jerawat hari ini.. hehehehheh maaf jika kurang bagus utk anda,, macam diberitahu kulit kita berbeza maka tolonglah cari jenis kulit dahulu ya sblum mncuba apa2.. tp kalo yg smulajadi sy aykin ia selamat utk semua...

I'm pinky!

Pink is  the color of peace.

People who love the color pink usually are either in a blissful state or looking for one. 

They want to draw the little smiley faces on everything. The perpetual smile on pink personality faces can grow thin when you are not in the same blissful state they are.

Truly loving everyone, they try to see the best in others. If they don't find something good in a person, there has to be a very good explanation in the pink personalities mind as to why not.

 Those who have this personality quietly study the best way to approach problems and then act on their thoughts. Because they tend to research ideas this way, they may be seen as slow but they are anything but slow.

Pinks are youthful looking and usually have translucent skin.  They see the world through rose colored glasses.  The truth of the matter is that it might be nice if we could all put those glasses on now and then.

They are shy, very intelligent, hard working people who wish they were more a part of the mainstream but are frightened of moving too quickly.

Pink personalities watch what they do or say because they are afraid that others may see them in a harsh light. They try to make everyone happy.

Others notice their wonderful senses of humor, though the pink personality may not laugh aloud. Some may even say they have a dry sense of humor.

for those yg mngenali me as a pinky.. im really agree with all notes above...yups... sumtims... ade sbb yg pinky lakukan, walaupun kdg2 tpaksa mnyakitkan diri org lain... but trust them.. ade reason behind....

TIPS BERGUNA.....(POSITIFKAN MINDA)

TIPS UTK SENTIASA POSITIF IALAH

by:badrulsani 

untung jika berfikiran positif!
yer kdg kita kurang perasan bahawa pemikiran negatif sering membutakan mata kita daripada peluang yg tersmbunyi d sbalik masalah. trust me... perniagaan-perniagaan terhebat di dunia juga sebenarnya lahir daripada masalah besar yang dihadapi oleh semua manusia.

example,  kereta  direka kerana masalah untuk bergerak ke sesuatu tempat.. hnya kerana nk bergerak(ini masalah) maka kereta dicipta(ini pnyelesaian) lihat sekarang > perniagaan ini menjadi gergasi hasil daripada ahli-ahli perniagaannya yang berfikiran positif terhadap masalah yang dihadapi. Mereka sedar masalah itu cuma topeng yang menyembunyikan wajah yang sebenar iaitu peluang!

ok moral of da story here is..., hari ini jom kita fokus utk mnjadi lbih positif!! kita lihat semua bnda d sekeliling positif sahaja. Boleh?trust me! ini akan mmbantu anda ceria berbanding hari-hari yang lain.

” kunci untuk mendapatkan apa yang anda inginkan terletak pada cara berfikir posotif terhadap diri sendiri”