Lama x jd samad said! many words..

Will start with my point of view yah... "Successful people are always looking for opportunities to help others. 

Unsuccessful people are always asking, "What's in it for me?" So.. I am thinkin of sumtin which might hurt me but will shine others... :) unfair??? What? Again? Hallo2? Hehehhehe btw I rasa kite kna cenggitu kekadang... Cause, kalo kite asik 'jual ikan' aka selfish sape kah mahu menunda(ok not really sure btul ker my word) keranda kita masa da dipnggil Ilahi.. 

Biar dicemuh ketika masih hidup jgn di biar ketika mahu mnghadap Ilahi..ape pun yg trjadi, I'm so proud of myself by having lots of loyal sis n bro(esp: from my agency) yg xprnah hlg walau ape jd kat I.. Mngkin ke depan kita xnmpk tp I will promise yg I will neva take all dis as my comfortable zone and akn sntiasa mmperbaiki dri... 

Yes2.... I am who I am... N I'm changing for better.. InsyaAllah... Let's help each other... Last but not least'(wahh dah cam karangan tme skola dulu kan??) Hahahaha ok2 gtg.. Sje nk semak page with all semak words here since lama x nulih nk tgk gak still typo2 or not.. Hahahhaha.. Eh2! But jap2... Jgn lari topik!!! 

INGAT "Conduct yourself in this world, as if you are here to stay forever; prepare for eternity as if you have to die tomorrow." Bak kata pepatah org dulo2!!! A tree with lots of fruit is always bent low. Stay humble... Kira lagi berisi lg menunduk..( Bukan badan berisi na, means kalo kita rasa diri hebat,jgnlah nk show off..) Ingat lah nk Offline tu bila2 masa aje.. 

Sy x menuju kpd sesiapa notes ini! Ni dok tgh ceramah diri sendiri ni ha!!! Cakap smbil tgk cermin!! Hehehhehe btw if u think dis will inspire u.. Great thenn.. Lots of love... Thnks 4 reading.. :D

6 good doctors..

Pink blanket, blue shirt n kain batik with purple spec here using my bb nk gak mnulis to express my feeling after bosan terlantar wthout doin anything...
When sakit I'm realize there's 6 best doctors in da world...
Guess what? Actly few special words can make a big difference in someone's day "The best six doctors is anywhere guys:
And no one can deny it..let me list down who it is..
1) Are tender,love n care
2) water, rest, and air
3) Exercise
4) Faith towards Allah
5) Doa n pray
6) Confident n passion!! .
These six will gladly you attend
If only you are willing to believe in urself..its mind works but u urself have to play da games... :)
Your mind they'll ease
Your will they'll mend
And for those r not feeling well now,I wish "May each day bring you renewed strength and brighter times.

Am I strong enough to fight?

sometimes.. I wonder how strong Allah thinks i am

for putting me through all this......

ya i admit that life is a fact that dreams do come true BUT only if you believe n stay strong.....

sumtims I also feel down....

hate that mood where i just feel upset for no reason....

Don't you hate it when someone asks you if your okay when clearly ur not ? 

well said...Nothing is easy in life aite?

Even lying and stealing isn't that easy kan?..

yah sometimes I didn't show emotions n tryin to hide it,

don't know why!! Myb didn't wanna feel the pain inside n stay positive even tpksa menipu,I guess lah.. (sgtlah Pretending) ...

 dear heart!! yes u r tryin harder to b urself n to be the person everyone loves, but if some hated you anyway, it's ok no regret pls.., BUT rmmber no one live without a single hater ok...let them b let Allah judge... Amin.

notes to myself: Today : 

hey felinna nadea!! Be happy!

Tomorrow : Be Happy!

Everyday : Be Happy!

hijrah yg mmberi pngajaran....

kdg2 xperlu melenting apabila dikritik n dtimpa ujian.. tp positifkan minda n terima..mngkin kita ada mmbuat kesalahan n sgeralah mngubahnya.... :) <3

salam all.. mungkin ini entri yg agak lmbt slpas sblumnya...maaf sy kurang sihat n mncuba membusykan dri utk melupakan byk yg terbeban... sy mmpelajari sesuatu d saat2 genting ditimpa sakit.. ditimpa masalah,tohmahan,kritikan n ujian,ketabahan mngajar n mencabar saya yg kesalahan bukan dr alam smesta tp mngkin dri sy sndri... maka ubah apa yg xkna.. mngkin akan ada byk lagi pertikaian atau kritikan slpas entri ini.. .. sy sedia mndengar... coret apa yg anda mhu.. sebaik mngkin sy akn ubah perlahan-lahan melalui niat yg benar bukan paksaan...

sukar mnjadi felinna nadea ini sbnaranya.. sy sedar xperlu sy masuk ke dunia ni jika xmmpu mnerima teguran.. hnya hati mngetahui apa tersirat hya dri mngambarkan yg tersurat... jadiii.. biarr apa kata di luar sana... janji sy pada yg ESA bukan manusia..

Doa anda byk mmbantu.. sgt terharu.. sgt terharu.. thnks all....

maaf kpd yg tersa atau pernah terluka... amin

to my hubby.....i miss u....

first of all..b, syg mntak maaf xtdo lagi time2 ni.. im really miss u n terjaga so i think i nak u tahu..even tadi i xbyk talk due to penat n xlarat.. i appreciated all da moment u with me when u jaga n support i setiap hari.. walau byk fitnah melanda i.. i xpernah dapat sumone macam u syang..  i bole nmpk thru ur eyes dat u r really loving me b......this quotes n few definition is special 4 u.. i try to make it as sweet as u b...

when im fall inlove with u.. 

When i fall in love, it is a temporary madness. 

It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. 

i have to work out whether my roots are

become so entwined together that it is inconceivable 

that i should ever part.

Because this is what love is....

hubby..bear in mind that..

Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement,

it is not the desire to mate every second of the day

“Love never claims, it ever gives.

Love ever suffers, 

never resents never revenges itself.”

“Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast,

it is not proud. It is not rude,

it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,

it keeps no record of wrongs. 

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”

before this i am a lady who never trust dat love can give me this much happiness but u aredy prove it to me dat miracle is always around...n beuties is on my way hubby...

ur my strength.. biar semua org tahu betapa i hargai setiap pngorbanan u...

xda niat mnunjuk cuma i luahkan apa yg terpendam ...tolonglah jgn salah paham.. sigh.. da takut plak nk mnulis. ni ha. hehhehehe :) positif..positif bru hati tenang....

My heart to you is sacred.. thanks 4 always b there 4 me hubby..moga doa kita akan diperkenankan ALLAH.. AMIN....

kepada kawan2 diluar sana doakanlah jdoh kami berpanjangan..sy takut sbnarnya bercakap lebih2 perihal cinta.. tp biarlah.. sy ada jiwa n persaan n sy nk dia tahu sy ikhlas bersamanya walau selama bersama dia xpernah sakiti saya...setitik zarah pun dia xpernah marah atau curiga dgn sy..tp sy nk gak tulis bg dia tau ygsy n say thnks to my handsome hubby ni :)... sy benar2 rasa dia yg terbaik.. moga xtersalah pilihan kali ni...amin.....

janji saya pada awak encik rafie ramli.. saya akn tetap sayangkan awak n hnya akan setia pada awak!! 

beribu org baca ni b...kalo i xpatuhi.. smua marah i.. hheheh but i kan pencinta setia.. muahs! n im really mean it.. i da dapat y terbaik.. i xperlu mncari lagi.. syukur ya allah alhamdulillah...

im da luckiest women in da world!!!!!

haters is our biggest admirers..

yah since 2 3 hari lepas ader jer org yg attack n busuk kn nama i merata-rata.. eheeem2.. i xlsg rasa tergugat, if u think berada kat tempat ini easy n happy..dgn rela hatinya bg u satu peluang merasai kehidupan i..
ya mudah mnjadi model terkenal yg bijak posing n catwalk di sana sini, tp yg mnjaga beratus model mudah ker?
otak yg bijak akn paham apa mkna cikgu n apa mkna pelajar.. yups i love modelling but i xsuka pentas peragaan.. semua yg work kat tmpat i tahu i takut pntas.. owhh sbb tula i gugup bila kna naik pntas secara tb2 atas permintaan vip, but ats dasar profesional.. i buat selamber jer, hikhik... from previous entri truk i dihentam oleh seorang 'peminat setia' i.. heheheh thnks la yer...
i nk clearkan fikiran semua.. i mngajar all da budak skolah bukan menari terhenjut kat stage but kaji dulu itu kami pnya party, i nak dorang enjoy stage... bukan event antarabngsa... btw.. search la kt youtube.. tyra bank also menari terhenjut utk dapat confident masa dia masih kurus dulu..opss!! nw she xkurus tp montel ahhahha...

bermain kata mmg mudah bg sapa2 pun.. haishh kesian i tgk sstgh mnusia yg mngalami tekanan perasaan berlebihan bila melihat usaha i n also bnda pelik2 yg i buat.. hey awk sedar x secara xlsg awk buat sy kagum dgn hasil usaha sy krn mmpu menarik perhatian manusia yg perfect; macam awk.. tahniah sy ucapkn kpd dr sendiri, hehehheheh
sekali lg diingatkan ! sy bukan model yer... sy hari2 stay dalam office mnguruskan all da event yg company dapat.. so mngkin kaki tu agak kaku la kan.. tapi im not kind of person yg akn ngaku kalah walau apa pun jadi, atleast i berani myb sbb tu ramai org support i kot... n i rasa kalo org lain kt tmpat i silap2 pngsan jer tb2 kna naik stage, hehehheh btw.. dalam seratus hnya ade 1 org yg cakap my team xbagus.. jadi xperla.. u taip la comment pjg cam treller pon.. xtergugat mak ni ha nyah... :)


PS/ SAYA CABAR AWAK KE PENTAS PERAGAAN BERSAMA SAYA.. DAT TIME KITA NILAI MANA KENA LETRIK MNA YG KENA BASUH...

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sedar x sedar...

cepat masa berlalu sebenarnya.. semalam sy rasa sy masih d kl mncari topeng utk prom night tp hari ni da 2 hari berlangsung majlis tu..

terlupa pada jam waktu n tarikh kdg2 mmbuat sy terpaksa mngakui yg sy mmg gila kerja.. sighh.. buka inbox ade org tya bila nk update blog.. yah pelikk bru tringat yg dekat smggu lbih xupdate, ya mmg busy sgt... haishh bila ada masa nk tdo sj

ok2 request utk preview malam prom terpksa di simpan buat seketika... :) gambar msih blum diupload d fb maka d sini xbole upload..

ok..ok... balik kpd cerita..

sebenarnya hdup ni mmg sngkat.. kita mlangkah kdg2 kita xsedar... jika kita menoleh ke belakang bermkna kita mkin mnghampiri masa silam bkn masa depan.. 

Alhamdulillah slps masa sialm mngajar sy keperitan sy terus melangkah...sedikit demi sedikit sinar sy nmpk kt depan walau xsecerah langit siang namun sy masih mmpu tersenyum dgn haraapn apa yg pernah musnah d zaman kanak2 mahu remaja akn dikembalikan smula sekarang... 

xperla mngkin sy berbeza... kekuatan juga perlu lbih.. krn dulu sy mgkin da terlalu dimanja.. ya.. sedar xsedar sy telah dewasa... dan mnjadi lbih amtang dari zaman muda...syukur bukan kerana dunia ttp syukur krn jiwa sy bahagia slepas lama mnderita yg hnya sy saja tahu menafsirnya...

ingat! hdup ini roda.. jalan n biarkan segala masalah berputar.. renung n telan sakit yg ada krn kita adalah mnusia xkan kemana tnpa sakit d jiwa..

 

kuat bkn dr fizikal.. tapi minda.. 

kental bkn d mulut tp hati...

keredhaan bkn d mata tp hati... 

sy menilai khdupan dr sudut manusia biasa juga maka sy terima sgla kekurangan sy di dunia... sy sedar mereka yg nmpak smpurna itu juga sbnarnya tidak smpurna krn itu kan mmg lumrah manusia? TIAADA YG SEMPURNA..maka sy perlahan meniti lagi hari2 bersulam bahagia derita dgn harapan sedar xsedar sy dah berjaya mencipta n mndapat apa yg diidam selama ini..

doa anda adalah kekuatan...kehidupan abadi mngkin di sana.. tp di sini.. cari lah khdupan sejati yg mmpu mnjadi titi utk mnyeberangi jerit perih hidup.. amin